But I really don't feel like it

I hate talking to strangers. I like to keep to myself. I’m quiet. I rather not ask people questions if I really don’t need to. I rather not get into arguments because I hate conflict. Sometimes I just like to be left alone. I can’t remember a time where I made a friend based on me talking first. I guess I seem approachable. I also hate feeling forced to socialize. It only makes things more awkward. But I have to suck it up and do all this shit anyway because I’m grown. I gotta do what I gotta do, regardless of how uncomfortable it makes me…