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Overall I did have fun last night. I hung with my friends in Baltimore. Thank God there was a designated driver. But even when I was around all those people, I have never felt so lonely. Everyone was coupled up. And girl who was by herself kept talking about her boyfriend 24/7. It got even worst when she was drunk. She was all over me talking. Just talking. Every other word out of her mouth was her boyfriend’s name. I’m not the type to get angry, but that shit was annoying. Although, she did give me a kiss on the cheek when the ball dropped. That was nice seeing as how I never really got a kiss on New Years before.

Again, back to my loneliness. I never really complained about being single. I don’t mind it at all. But last night I just felt a spike of feelings rush into my head all at once, all in one moment. It was as if I didn’t like being single. A girlfriend would be nice, but I don’t want one just because I felt lonely. Not for the wrong reasons. I guess when it comes to moments like that, It would have been nice to have a girl in my arms…